So Being born with the combination of ADHD, Autism and Tourette syndrome was bad enough only to have injury after injury then a tonsil removal surgery at 5 years old. Makes one think that life didn't want me, right? Yet I push forward determined to show that despite my rough past I could push through. Then the pain sets in after I sprain my right arm that I had already broken when I was 2 and the pain kept worsening and I was told it was nothing. My motor skills in the arm start getting worse and unpredictable again was told it was probably nothing, I end up going on a hellish learning journey out of state. Finally got diagnosed with RSDS at 14 only to be told it didn't exist when I got back in state then another journey happened and I learn it's been renamed to CRPS aka Complex regional pain syndrome. I learned about my Dissociative identity disorder in the process and that my alters have been doing their best to ease the agony. Life goes on and all I can do is push through breathing remains a cold burn, eating becomes a gamble, every time I try applying for jobs I get overwhelmed, even forgot what age I was due to the painful headaches and cold skin feel. I'm sitting here 22 and unable to fathom having my peaceful happy life I dreamed of.