Hi ,
i totally understand this sense of overwhelm. I literally find myself, also especially lately, deciding things like what tests and doctor appointments are the least likely to harm me if I put them off for a bit.
It can be very disheartening when we focus on there being no real relief in sight. I am finding that taking it one week at time, and even one day at a time, with adding in at least one thing each day that brings me joy, keeps the sense of sadness at bay.
I strangely feel lucky to be 67 now, with Medicare and Medigap, as the costs pre Medicare, even with 'good insurance,' were distressing. Thankful, too, for the new out of pocket drug copay cap coming next year for those with Medicare drug plans.
Hugs to you as you continue to manage best you can.
Gina Miller,
Team Member